SELF

Author: Kita
Twitter:@Anitaaaa_n

It is unfortunate they never got to know her, for the actual person she is but for what she displayed, brought out and exhibited.

She kept the real her, inside where only those who knew her heart could access.

Bury your tears in the waters, there, they are less recognized, and the depth in you arises.

What is man? Made of the hard and soft, tough, rough and smooth, wavy and straight.

All these, coming together to form man’s personality, together with what he chooses to showcase the more.

Does it get any worse?

Fending at my age all by my own? I won’t question feminism, it is of no excuse.

Deranged feelings,monthly pains, heart issues? It is of no excuse! I possess the fire to burn all rubbish of feelings of excuses in me.

The whys’, whens’ and hows’ never seem to be answered, but I pose them anyway, to feel better, to gain better stance in my pain, to ease the pressure around me, to feel a peace within!!!

I never started a war, but I fight it anyway.

Of course! I have to fight in order not to be fought at, to defend myself. Funny enough, they seem to be winning anyways, but I see something beautiful, something greater and higher, that their definition of death is my definition of life, with every pierce, every stab of pain, I stand a higher chance of living.

I guess fighting back is beneath me then! I need the strength, the energy for a higher purpose.

That as I kneel on the battlefield, losing all including my “life”, I knew nothing could be more worthwhile than the sight I beheld, of a greater vision and purpose that I effortlessly run towards.

That as I lost “myself” and my shell fell off giving them a reason to rejoice, I knew I had it all, including them.

I knew then that I AM UNSTOPPABLE!!!

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