Let me tell you about my first kiss, I still remember it like it was just yesterday.
Place: a school park
Time: night, around 9pm
Who I kissed: none of ya dammmmn business lol
First kiss rating(1/10): 7
Mood: mixed feelings
lemme tell you how it all went down, if you read the previous story( My First Love Letter), you’ll get the better of this story, so please if you haven’t read the previous story before this one, I strongly suggest you do so before you read this piece, cos it’s connected.
Click here to read previous story.
So after my love letter, we were in love, we were practically “boyfriend and girlfriend”, that kinda thing, we use to talk after school, text at night, ‘free night’ calls at late hours, we just had a constant communication every day, I can’t remember a day we didn’t talk.
The more you talk to someone for a long time, be it calls or texting, the closer you guys become and the stronger the feelings between you guys get, especially when you guys have a lot in common. Due to this “theory” of mine, I started thinking, so now we’re “dating” so what next?
I started thinking about kissing her, asking questions like, how do I kiss her? For how long should I kiss her? Where do I kiss her? How do I tell her I wanna kiss her? Lots of questions were going through my mind.
At first I wanted to tell her my intentions, like, tell her I wanted to kiss her, but the problem was that, she might not like the idea, and I wasn’t sure how she would take it. But the bottom line was, I wanted to kiss her, and I had to do it one way or the other, call that a “premeditated kiss”
I’ve been thinking about kissing her for weeks now, so I had to find a way for us to meet, I started asking questions, questions like, what time do you close from school? What time do you get home? Are you alone at home after school? What time do you finish your house chores? What hours are you free? Are you allowed to go out when you’re home? What hours does your aunty arrive home after work? I had to ask these questions in other to avoid any bad consequences should things go wrong, I wasn’t ready for trouble charle!
I got answers to some of these questions, she told me she was mostly free after school, nobody is usually home at that time, her little brother is always out to play with his friends, her aunty won’t be at home till dark, and she didn’t have many chores to do at that time of the day. I told her I’ll be coming over to see her after school, and she agreed.
I went home straight after school, I didn’t wait a second, I wanted to be in and out of her place as quickly as possible, time was of the essence, every second was precious, ‘cos if we get caught kissing and touching by any grown up, charle we dead! Don’t forget I was 15 and she was 13 at that time. I got home early, changed into a more casual clothes, and started walking to her house. She lived half an hour away from me.
She was at home as she said, she also got home minutes before I arrived. I asked her how school went and how her day was. We started talking, talking and talking about random stuff that happened in each of our various schools, but honestly my thoughts were on how I could kiss her, she had no idea why I was visiting her, and maybe she thought it was one of those normal casual visits. But for my mind inside, na I get agenda
I still remember what she was wearing that day, she had beautifully tied her pony tail, she had a silk top on, and a black skirt, gosh she was beautiful! Not forgetting that black flip flops she had on.
So we’ve been talking for like an hour now, and the sun was slowly setting down, I knew I had to act fast, but I didn’t know what to do, I was confused at that time.
2 hours was almost up, and still no kiss, we’ve been talking all these while, but I didn’t have to balls to do what I came there to do, and it was getting late, I knew people would start coming home soon. I didn’t know what to do, I gave up my agenda! I told her, ”Charle I dey go home, make you go throw me small for the junction top…”
When we got up from our chairs, our eyes met! Instantly I felt the edge to kiss her, we were both staring at each other, the feeling was right, the moment was right, I had to go for it, it felt like we were both drawn to each other, I could see that was my last chance. So I leaned forward towards her, about to kiss, I go hear nooorrrrrrrrrrr *screeeeeeeecchhh* their main gate to their compound house opened! “Sh*t!!!”, I uttered in my mind, a gentleman who was a tenant walked into the house, charle the guy spoil my only chance…I make basaaaa, ‘cos I finally got the balls to do it and this tenant walks in at that knick of time to mess it up! It wasn’t cool charle…I wasn’t cool!
Honestly, I didn’t blame the man who walked in tho, I mean it’s his house, he lived there, for me, I was only visiting, I mean I had my chance for like 2 hours but I blew it…so what could I have done with a few seconds that I got? I told her I had to leave anyway, I had to go home, she noticed I had dull long face on, she asked me about it, but I didn’t tell her anything, she insisted, but I was mute, told her nothing was wrong, I left there with a sad face.
Going home took forever! I wasn’t myself, I was sad and dull, I wasn’t a happy boy. I kept thinking about what just happened. I knew I blew my chances, I was with her for almost 2 hours and I couldn’t do anything but talk about school stuff, the tenent who barged in wasn’t the blame, I blamed myself, I was weak, and it cost me.
I got home eventually, called her to tell her I had reached home. On the phone she asked me to tell her why I was looking moody when I left her house, I refused to tell her anything but she kept insisting but I said nothing. A while later I sent her text message, it read, “I wanted to kiss you, but I didn’t know how to do it, that’s why, I was sad”….an hour later she replied saying, “I also wanted to kiss you”
woooow! I was excited! She felt the same, we were both on the same page. I called her to tell her, I’ll be coming to her house this evening, I wanted my kiss before the next day ended…and she agreed. At 9:30pm, she texted me saying she was done with her house chores so I could come over, I changed and wore something nice, but my next problem was how to get out of the house, I had to find a convincing excuse, so I told my mom I was going to buy a ruler for my maths homework, I’ll be back soon! She believed my lie, she had no idea I was going out to kiss a girl, seconds later I was out of my house, heading straight to my bae’s house.
I got there, sent her a text that I was just behind her gate…she replied saying she’ll be with me soon. After 30mins she no come, I was getting impatient charle, I checked the time and it was getting late, and if I slack, my dad will lock the doors to my house and I’d have to go and be shouting his name to come open the door for me, alongside the long explanations I’d have to give him for staying out late, I’ll have lots of explaining to do, and I didn’t want that, so I sent her a text, saying she should hurry up, my bedtime is almost up!
I could hear people talking inside her house, but I didn’t want to go inside, I didn’t want her aunty to see me, so she finally came out, 5 seconds later her aunty shouted, asking who she was talking to outside, busted! She said it was me, so I had to go inside to greet her aunty, the feeling was so awkward.
I told her aunty I went somewhere and decided to pass by her house and greet her, she smiled at me and told me to send her regards to my mother, I smiled back, and asked to take my leave. Then her aunty told her to go escort me to the junction, I was just smiling in my head, a blessing in disguise.
We got out, holding hands, and talking about what we texted about during the day. We were walking straight, but suddenly I took a right turn, then she asked me where I was taking her, I told her to remain quiet and follow me. Moments later, we were standing in the middle of a school park.
People were there, you could see people praying and shouting tongues, others were walking by, to avoid all these people, I took her to the darkest part of the school park, we couldn’t see anyone’s face, and no one could see ours, unless they were close enough. So it was a perfect spot to do what I wanted to do.
We were standing there, my hands were around her waist, her arms around my neck, just standing there and looking into each other’s eyes, the feeling was great, the moment was perfect! Like joke like joke…I finally kissed her, mouth to mouth, lip to lip, tongue to tongue, saliva to saliva! She kissed me back, but I felt nothing, only saliva in my mouth, but then we kissed again…it felt better than the very first kiss. My hands started moving from her waist up to her breasts, those tangerine looking breasts. They were small but I had to manage it like that. Some girls her age even can’t boast of a pimple on their chest, flat chested sorrr, no brezz lol
We were just standing there and kissing and enjoying the moment, it was my first kiss, so I had to enjoy it, it was very symbolic, and I knew it was something I won’t be able to forget till I die.
As we stood there kissing, she got carried away…something happened, something happened that caught me off guard!
story by: @AbokiCleDre (follow me on twitter)
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